lps diary

my birthday~~

2010-05-10T23:05:00.002+08:00

Had a special birthday tis year as is d same day for mother's day~~
1st celebrated wif my frenz
-as a gathering since v didnt meet each others for a long time
-having great time in green box sungai wang
-having fun wif my frenz as v sing many song wif different language

2nd celebrated wif my relatives
-I didnt join them for d celebrating for mother's day bcoz I am singing-k wif my dear frenz
-joined them in old town cafe near my grandpa house
-have blow a cake in my grandpa house

3nd celebrated wif my family
-aso celebrated for mother's day
-wasted half an hour to find a parking
-my godbrother gave n a kiss n birthday wish

I did have a blast on tat day..n I hope tat I can have chance to celebrate my birthday once again wif my frenz...
IS NICE MAN!!!!!THX FOR EVERYTHING!!!

11 march 2010-SPM results release...

2010-03-11T22:38:00.002+08:00

2day my lucky day had cum...althought my heart wanna pump out from my body liao but i aso need to face it...when reach skul i thought can start getting the results since the time is 10am sharp...but then we keep on waiting,waiting n waiting...others skul already given out the results but our skul..haiz..at last wait until 11 sumthg..the program start...omg..start wif the speech from headmitress...really sweat!!!then teacher said tat headmistress will give out the sijil by herself for the one who get 6A's n above...omg...name per name was been called...i didnt heard my name..my hands start getting cooler n cooler...when name for 9A's was finished call..i thought omg lo..i muz be getting below 6A's...cham lo..then teacher annouced tat got 9 students got straight A's...then my name was being called...i cant believe it..i got straight A's ,MAN!!feel tat it was a dream or the name on the sijil is nt mine..but then go through the sijil..omg..is mine!!!tis is nt a dream...hapi..wanna cry out but the tears cant cum out..maybe it was bcoz i still shock wif my results..then..going round the skul to thanks the teachers..then sms some teacher to thanks them...u noe wat??my mum hampir cry leh!!n my dad hapi like heaven!!!haha...hope my future will be bright !!!n all my frenz especially my gang..wish u all gud luck in the future...the results in SPM was juz a results for the secondary life..ur future is still in ur hands..dun let the results make u too sad or too hapi until it affect ur future...ok?GAMBATEH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11

2/3 my driving test

2010-03-03T10:51:00.002+08:00

今天一大早，uncle就叫他另一个也是教车uncle的朋友来载我。。拜托，7点多的我还没睡醒啦！！！唉，爸爸只好买了一个kaya 包给我带去当早餐。。将近要到的时候，那个uncle突然说他车子要坏了。。har！！！车子还自己死火ler。。还好还是到得了考车的地方。。好险！！
我们一伙儿就去看名单。。有没有搞错，其他的人都是8.30am 或10.30am的，只有我是1.30pm的！！要命咯，要等酱久！！算了，先去吃早餐。。然后就开始等咯！！！
看过了8.30am 和10.30am的人考，发现有好多人一开始的上山就fail 了。。huh？？那我会不会fail啊？？好怕哦！！
等等等，2.00pm了！！终于到我们这一批的人daftar了。。。我拿25号!!看着前面的人一个一个开始考了，我又怕了！！
上了车，到我了。。我竟然pass了上山！！哈哈！！然后去parking，我就先跟考官说午安，他开心到。。。！！！哈哈！！yeah，parking和3-point turn 我都pass了！！
好了，现在就等on the road 了。。等到大约4点多，终于到我了！！上了车，跟考官说午安，就开始跟着步骤做了。。。其实我觉得我驾得还不赖leh。。哈哈！！18/20的分数，我pass了！！！
我开心到不知要说什么了。。。我可以拿到“P”lesen了！！开心！！

2nd day of driving lesson

2010-02-11T22:44:00.002+08:00

今天原本约了uncle 12.00pm 学车的，怎知他打电话来说提早学-11.00am。。。
好啦，早餐快快地吃了，就等咯！！
不久后，uncle到了，理所当然是由我来驾咯！！哈哈！！
今天依然是去hulu langat。。。在过收费站时，不小心死火了！！
到了那里，uncle 就叫我parking。。。似懂非懂的我，唉。。。。
学了parking，就学3-point turn 。。。唉。。。
不知是不是脑筋很久没动了，一直记不到步骤，就被uncle骂咯！！唉。。。
来来回回学了六次，总算学会了。。。yeah！！！
哈哈！！之后啊，就回家咯。。。
这次学车真的让我筋疲力尽啊。。。希望下次会更好咯！！！

1st driving lesson...

2010-02-09T22:48:00.003+08:00

今天中午十二点整我约了uncle要学车。。。想不到11.40am他就到了。
好了，上了车我以为uncle会载我到学车场的，怎知他驾没多远就停车，叫我驾了！！！huh？？怕怕！！
在花园里转了几圈，uncle就叫我驾到hulu langat 去！！更怕！！我第一次leh！！出第一个红绿灯时，车就死火了！！但过后，一切还算顺利啦！！
到了hulu langat，uncle 没叫我驾进学车场，就又驾回去了。。回去的路又上山又下山的，真是。。。下山时，我真的还蛮怕的！！
这次学车，我觉得我已经不错了，虽然车死火了几次，车有时会越线，但毕竟这是第一次嘛！！每次车速一到六十，我就开始减速了，怕自己来不及踏brek。。哈哈！！
希望下一次学车会更好吧！！

栋梁成了《MY ASTRO 至尊流行榜颁奖典礼 2009》的大赢家！！！

2010-01-24T11:59:00.002+08:00

在23/1/2010当晚，栋梁出席了在云顶云星剧场举办的《MY ASTRO 至尊流行榜颁奖典礼2009》。栋梁共获得4奖成大赢家之一，还从偶像陈奕迅手中领取奖项，他一定很高兴吧！！！身为粉丝的我当然也很开心咯！！恭喜栋梁获得至尊金曲《沉默的瞬间》，《低调》，至尊人气歌手奖，至尊大马男歌手奖！！！！

resting at home de problem.....:(

2010-01-12T18:46:00.002+08:00

resting at home...
i noe tat i need to help to do some housework..
n i did do many...
but izit i am the onli one who responsible to all the housework??????????
a house is for all the family members,right?
but y i am the onli one who responsible to the housework????
i did do many....
but y everytime when i didnt do one thing
then i will get scold?????
the thing can be do by all of the family members???
then y scold me?????
y????????????????????

education fair...some conclusions...

2010-01-12T13:42:00.002+08:00

Last Sunday i juz went for the Star Education Fair which is held at klcc convention centre...
First of all,i saw many ppl....too crowned...
Then,I went to IMU booth first..too get some information n answer...
After tat,i went to Help booth...the booth was too crowned..no ppl layan us leh..
At last,my mum found a person-the assistant manager of a-level department...
As Help is my first choice institution,we stayed in tat booth for almost around 1 hours..
we keep asking questioon..ask..n ask..
After all,we go round n round all the hall...juz to get sum catalogue...
Then,we found 988 music station de booth...
N we stayed there to play games n get many gift...
N due to the games...many ppl noe tat I am interested in pharmacy leh...
Summore Orange ask me to cure her voice...OMG!!!!!!

Ok,now is the time for my conclusion...
1.If you wanna study course with is related to sc,you better choose a-level instead
of foundation. (based on IMU:a-level is more well-known n more widely accepted by other
university)
2.If i study a-level in Help,i will pay installment for the tuition fees..(1st installment must be
pay by the first 2 weeks...)
3.Most probably I will study in Help...
4.Due to financial problem,maybe I will take July intake instead of March intake...(so wait......)
5.If i really take July intake,n if my ns is 2nd batch..maybe i will go for ns first...(OMG man..i
dun wan......!!!!!)
6.Help actually is gud for those who wan to study a-level bcoz it offer London board n the
lecturer is gud....(haha)

I think tat all but haiz ....still very fan for the financial problem....

3/1/2010-表哥的婚礼

2010-01-04T16:03:00.002+08:00

表哥的婚礼不是普通的婚礼哦，因为表哥要娶的是一个泰国姑娘。
其实这种联婚对我一点都不陌生，因为我家早已变成联合国了！！
怎么说呢？
我的三叔叔娶的是越南姑娘，现在还生了一个男宝宝呢。
我的四叔叔呢，娶的是印尼华侨，现在也生了一个女宝宝。
哈哈！特别吧！！
现在就分享一下我表哥的婚礼吧！！

2/1/2010
今天一早起床，就开始收拾东西，因为我们要到我表哥家去了。
首先我们先去我其中一个阿姨的家，在哪里我们和我的二舅舅一家和阿姨一家会合。
准备好后，我们便到另一个阿姨的家。
吃过了早/午餐，我和姐便与我表姐妹到附近的jj逛逛。
唉！又是花钱的时候了！我买了两本书-the hunger game 1 & 2.。。。
逛了街，是时侯出发到表哥家了！！
吧生到龙溪需要一个小时的车程，真是闷到。。。
好不容易终于到了，一下车就看见表哥在迎接我们了！！
他的衣服还写着：we're in love ！this is my girlfriend！！
哈哈！！
好了，到了自助餐的时间了。
开餐咯！！！
吃过了自助餐，我们便到他家里去看他在泰国结婚的一些仪式，还真的有一点闷....
过后，我们还看了G-Force！！！哈哈！！！
看着看着，都已经夜了，我们便各自回房睡。
唉，我竟要睡地板。算了。。。

3/1/2010
一整晚没怎样睡到的我，六点多就要起床了。
一番梳洗后，我们就要出发接新娘了。
7：30.。。是时候出发了。
做姐妹的我们，只好随便上其中一辆车。。。
一路上我们都好安静，驾车的那小子竟然问我们为什么那么安静，他还自己乱叫！！！
救命啊，他还叫我们自我介绍，晕！！！
那91年出生的驾车小子，贴着“P”，竟驾150km/h。。。
好了，终于到了。。。
做姐妹的我们就先进去咯！！
表哥要进门接新娘，要过三关。。
第一：吃完整盘涂满wasabi的面包
第二：喝完数十倍的加料杂果水
第三：唱一首泰国和英文歌给新娘听！！
p/s：他的歌声。。。。
终于接到了新娘，我们便开始合照。。
敬茶给新娘的家人。。
所有仪式都办完后，我们便启程回表哥家。
在没有车可以坐之下，我们又上了那小子的车。。
这次换我们吵他安静了。。哈哈！！
回到表哥家后，又有好多仪式要进行了。
敬茶啦，拜祖先啦，闹新房啦。。。
忙了一个早上，我们又有时间休息了。
我妈妈想要去salun洗头，没事做的我又跟去洗咯。
帮我洗头的是一个24岁的男孩，你不要看他好像傻傻的，他还蛮pro 的。。
哈哈！！但是他好自恋哦，一直在sell他自己。。。晕！！
洗好头后，我们又回到表哥家准备了，因为他在kuchai lama 那里摆酒，路程要半个小时。
原本是跟大队的车的我们，竟然miss 了一个路口。。
惨了，我们又不会路，只好拨电话给我的小叔叔问路。
我的小叔还蛮厉害的，一说酒家名字他就懂了。
终于到了那酒家，我们便各自别上一朵花在胸前。。。
8pm 的酒席在8：35pm才开席，在中间那空当我们就跑来跑去的拍照啊，作弄人的。。
接着的酒席就好像平常那些酒席一样，但有点点闷啦。。。
由于第二天是开课日，我妈妈还得载学生，结果酒席一散，我们就要快快回家了。
临走前，我们先跟表哥说再见，他竟然抱我leh！！还我有一点不知所措的，真是！！
我还抱了新娘子和表哥的妈妈呢。。
最后，就回家咯！！

这次的婚礼让我见识了泰国人结婚的仪式，还真的不错!!!
但同时也遇到了两个傻佬，真是“幸运”到。。。

2010 coming la!!!best wish...

2010-01-01T15:52:00.001+08:00

2010 finally came!!!
like wat nicholas teo said 2010 是一个完美的数字,so i hope tat 2010 will be the best year ever!!!

wishes:
for me:
-get best results in SPM when the results release on march
*hope is straight A!!!!
-get register in a gud college
-get a gud start in A-level
-healthy
-心想事成

for all the ppl i love
*family
*frenz
*all the ppl i met b4
*NICHOLAS TEO :
-healthy always
-family get closes
-frenz get a gud start in study
-nic gud in all his works
-n all of u 心想事成！！！！！

i really hope tat 2010 is the best year ever
no disaster either man-made or naturally
no accident tat broke everyone heart
the world become better n better
2012 world end will not come...

hapi 2010!!!!

last day of 2009-pra-L class

2010-01-01T15:41:00.002+08:00

Last day of 2009 should be a gud day n countdown day...
but i went to the boring n stupid pra-L class ...haiz....
actually pra-L should be 3 hours teori+3 hours amali...
but it seem tat everyone going home after the 3 hours teori o...
haha!!!skip the boring 3 hours class...lolx...
finally went back to house..no place for me to countdown..
so juz sit at home n watch taiwan countdown lo...
hapi2010!!!

passed the undang test!!!!!

2009-12-30T19:36:00.003+08:00

Today,i went to the kpp undang test ...
Actually,my uncle forgot to book a place for me...
but at last i could go in and have the test...
my hand was shaking troughout the whole test,man!!!
when i clip the result button:45/50
yeah!!!i passed it!!!!
tomorrow i will be going to another boring pre-L class......haiz...

遇到一年多不见的你（26/12/09）

2009-12-26T22:30:00.003+08:00

一年多前，你因为病而开始没去上课，每次很想拨电话给你，但没有那个勇气。
一年多后的今天，我遇见了你，心中突然有种莫名的感动，你终于好了！！！
听你妈妈说你这一年来的生活，觉得你的病蛮严重的，但是你挨过了。
浪费了一年多的时间，却让你救了你的一生，蛮值得的。
虽然你比我迟了一年念中五，但至少你有回读书的勇气，好事来的。
你搬了家，换了学校，环境的改变对你的病是有帮助的。
当初，除了你家人，我是第一个知道你有这病的人，但我没有办法帮到你，只是希望你能没事。
但你的病似乎变得更严重了，没看见你来上学。
你病好后，竟然第一个要找的人是我，我真的很惊讶。
你记得我喜欢的艺人，还特地到哪里找我，我真的很开心。
其实我从未觉得我是任何人心目中最重要的人，但你对我的友情，显示出我在你心目中那重要的位子，谢谢你。
其实要从那病好回来，真的不容易了，你真的很棒，要对自己有信心。
知道你对读书有很大的压力，也要开学了，虽然我不能帮你什么，但是我会给你我满满的祝福，希望你不要再对读书有恐惧感。
朋友，压力大时记得找我，i will be right here waiting for u！！！
加油！！！！！

kpp class realli boring!!!!!

2009-12-24T22:13:00.001+08:00

Today,i went for kpp class....
the uncle ask me to wait for him by 7.30am...but he shown onli by 8am...haiz...wait...
then the uncle need to fetch two more girls but dun noe where their house..so..wait!!!
at last,we reach there by around 9am...too crowned there..so lined up n ....wait!!!!!
then went into the class by 9.45am...but no teacher...so...wait!!!!!!
finally a malay teacher came...by 10.30am...
watch some funny video then some jokes(a little boring la)..
teacher say we break at 11.45am..so wait for the time!!!!!!!!!
haiz..i can heard my tummy crying liao..but canteen too crowned...so wait!!!!!!!!!!
finally get a sit...but 2 ppl share 1 chair....the nasi goreng+telur=4.50..wah!!!so expensive...
our break until 1.30pm...still got time..so..wait!!!!!!!!!!!!
then another malay teacher came,he is very boring!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
he talk so shoft...but when he scold one of the boy for so talkative..wahlao a...
wait..wait..wait...boring...boring....boring...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
3.15pm...finally the class ended...n we thumb out n go home....
now waiting to take the undang test n....
6 hours pre-L class.....more boring man!!!!!!
haiz...

我们的身世

2009-12-20T00:55:00.002+08:00

今天看香港剧时，听到一句话：你的身世不是你可以选择的。
其实，我们真的没得选。上天让我们到什么家庭，就是什么家庭。
我也曾经埋怨过，为什么我会到这个家庭?
这个家庭里的人都不是很喜欢我，家境没有很好。。。
但是我没得选。。。
如果我们每一个人都可以选，选好了才投胎，那么我们的生活就不会有努力，求上进。
那我们生存的意义又何在呢？
有钱人总喜欢取笑起穷人，但他们却没想过那身世是穷人要的吗？
四肢健全的人总喜欢取笑残障人士，但他们也没想过残障人士要的吗？
他们有得选吗？他们只有被取笑的份！
人与人相处，在乎的是身世吗？
想想吧，朋友！不要再看不起人了！！！

p/s：我也不知这灵感哪来的。。

SPM end liao!!!!

2009-12-14T23:40:00.002+08:00

today is a hapi day...after chinese paper 1 at 1245 ..i am free from SPM n secondary life..haha..
damm hapi...
but need to start planning for future lo...
driving,guitar,english,ns,a-level..
haha..many leh!!!
but i have confidence..
i an do it!!!

graduation day-31/10/09

2009-11-19T21:53:00.013+08:00

finish exam...

2009-09-16T23:32:00.002+08:00

yeah!! at last finish my trial exam...so happy!!!
these few weeks,i keep revision everyday n i feel like wan to die liao...
really very stress coz is trial...
haiz..hope all the best for my results ba...
n the most important thing is:

i muz get straight A in SPM....

haha

人生真的无常。。。。

2009-09-12T01:09:00.002+08:00

friday,11/9/09..

today,
i receive a news tat a pair of mother n daughter live same level wif my house dead..
in the morning,the mother send her daughter to skul..
they cross the road to go to a bus stop..
but they didnt use the bridge to cross the road..
first,they get hit by a motorcycle..
then,they stand up n wanna cross the road again..
but just after they stand,they get hit by another car..
the daughter dead on the spot n the mother dead in the hospital..
at tis time,the father as a taxi driver on works..
when he try to find them...he fails to do so..he still dont noe about it..
at last he found out tat his wife n daughter dead ...he feel so sad..me too..
he quickly did the 身后事-火葬 them..
i noe he feel very sad...a family of 3 suddenly leave him alone..
why?
the day before tat,i seem them..i really cant accept the news..
the day before tat,they are as normal as us..
the day after ,they dead..
why?

onli 2 days ,there are 4 lives taken back by the God from the ppl related to me..
why?
i really feels tat 人生无常...
the parents can choose when they wan their child to born..
but no ppl can choose when n how they die..
we wont noe wat will happen to us the next second ...why?
why life so unfair???
i really wanna cry..but no tears can cum out..
i feel so sad..why???

my frenz,pls hargai all the ppl u noe or u juz meet...
we dont noe when we will gone forever..
pls hargai everyone in ur life...
dont wait until late liao onli hargai..
there's no use liao..

tis 2 days are sad days..hope everythings will be better for all the days in the future...

人生无常。。。。

2009-09-12T00:55:00.002+08:00

thursday,10/9/09
tis morning,the wood house behind my skul,smkpp have a fire...
unluckily,there was one mother aged 28 n one baby boy aged 3 month dead in tat accident....
after listen to the news ,
i nearly cry out..
the mother hug the baby in her hand until she die...
actually she try to save the baby de..
but she have short-sighteness n get hit by wood piece on her leg...
at last she n the baby dead..
i ask myself,why?why tis thing happen?
why the father n another son survive but tis two so unlucky...
why?
the baby boy dont even have the chance to see the world...
why?

Suddenly,i feel 人生无常...we cant control our life...
no ppl will noe when they die...
why?

我竟然赢得栋梁亲手画的图画！！！

2009-09-12T00:47:00.003+08:00

那天，看了八八六十事就send Email 到八度空间。。。
我没想可以赢得！！！
哈哈！！
拿到的那一刻，觉得那幅画真的像小学生画的，哈哈！！
好开心！！

Happy Birthday To Our Beloved Country

2009-08-31T17:14:00.002+08:00

hapi birthday to u..
hapi birthday to u..
hapi birthday to MALAYSIA..
hapi birthday to u..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MALAYSIA!!!

tis year is malaysia 52 th birthday...so hope the best for all malaysian n malaysia in the future...
haha..

KPM BIG WALK 2009

2009-08-01T16:35:00.004+08:00

Today is a special day coz is my 1st time to participate inKPM BIG WALK ! Tis is a special programme where we ned to walk for a few km..haha..
We all reach skul at 6.20am..then take the bus provided .After the driver enter Putrajaya,the driver rupa-rupanya dont noe have to go to Dataran Putrajya..haiz..he went wrong the 1st time n we make a big U-turn..then the driver stopped in front of the signboard..he dont noe which way to go!!!n the driver next bus didnt noe how to go at all!!!(next time pls find someone who is pro la!!!)
After reach there,we wait for almost half n hour or more than tat..then we start to WALK..haha..is walk...n walk on the road...While we walking,i saw many ppl using short cut..then i feel like if u wan to take short cut,then better u dont cum...
After we finished,we went to see a cheer performance..Suddenly,the rain fall heavily...then we ran the the khemah..all our staff is wet liao...Then after the rain almost stop,teacher ask us whether we want to go back early,then we say Yes!so we went back..
We stuck in traffic jam almost after we leave Putrajaya!!!oh no!!I slepp for a few times liao also havent reach skul...We used almost one n a half hours onli reach skullhaiz..
However,tis is a nice experience....

9/7-18/7新加坡＋馬來西亞宣傳活動(FINAL

2009-07-10T19:56:00.000+08:00

Singapore 新加坡
9/7/09(Thu）
1750-1810 Radio Yes 93.3 Live
1930-2100 MediaCorp TV show
2200-2300 Radio 1003 Live

10/7/09(Fri)
1800-1900 簽唱會@ IMM (新加坡西部）
2215-2245 家883 Live

11/7/98(Sat)
1500 簽唱會@Heeren Shopping Mall, Level 1
2000-2100 MediaCorp 《升菘》電視現場演出

Malaysia馬來西亞
13/7/09(Mon)
1200 My FM 101.8 Live interview / DJ: Phoebe
1400 PRESS CONFERENCE for Promo Tour
1900 988 Radio Live interview / DJ: KK & Luke

14/7/09(Tue)
1600 怡保 Ipoh Parade簽名會

15/7/09(Wed）
1500 大山腳Bukit Mertajam, Summit Mall 簽唱會
1900 檳城Penang, Queensbay Mall簽唱會

16/7/09(Thu)
1600 Attend MY FM 11th Ann. Press Conference
1930 仕乃央Selayang Mall 簽唱會

17/7/09(Fri）
1600 馬六甲Mahkota Parade, Speedy簽名會
1930 芙蓉Seremban, Terminal One簽唱會

18/7/09(Sat)
1400 蘇邦Subang, Summit USJ簽名會
1930 吉隆坡KL大型簽唱會@ 精武禮堂Chin Woo Stadium
*Entry Tickets redeemption at CD RAMA OR SPEEDY outlets with Nicholas CD started 10/7/09. OR
*UDC Centre at Berjaya Times Square, Lot 7-51.
*Call-In My FM.

9/7-18/7 新加坡＋馬來西亞:张栋梁<<沉默的瞬间>>宣傳活動

2009-07-06T21:31:00.002+08:00

Singapore 新加坡 9/7/09(四）
1750-1810 Radio Yes 93.3 Live
1930-2100 MediaCorp TV show
2200-2300 Radio 1003 Live
10/7/09(五)
1800-1900 簽唱會@ IMM (新加坡西部）
2215-2245 家883 Live
11/7/98(六)
1500 簽唱會@Heeren Shopping Mall, Level 1
2000-2100 MediaCorp 《升菘》電視現場演出

Malaysia馬來西亞
14/7/09(二)
1600 怡保 Ipoh Parade簽名會
15/7/09(三）
1500 大山腳Bukit Mertajam, Summit Mall 簽唱會
1900 檳城Penang, Queensbay Mall簽唱會
16/7/09(四)
1930 仕乃央Selayang Mall 簽唱會
17/7/09(五）
1600 馬六甲Mahkota Parade, Speedy簽名會
1930 芙蓉Seremban, Terminal One簽唱會
18/7/09(六)
1400 蘇邦Subang, Summit USJ簽名會
1930 吉隆坡KL大型簽唱會@ 精武禮堂Chin Woo Stadium

national service

2009-07-01T22:07:00.002+08:00

Yesterday,i receive a sms from my cousin tat name list for national service out liao..
Then,i start to panic,dun noe wat to do..
Then i check by using sms.....
While i waiting ,i am scare,i really dun wan to be chose....
Then, plkn reply me :it say tahniah.blah blah blah terpilih menyertai plkn siri7/2010...
Suddenly,i feel like wanna cry liao...i cant believe it...
so,when i reach home,the first thing i do is open my pc...
Then i check again.....
OMG..it say tahniah dan selamat maju jaya!
i wanna cry...:(

The sadness continue when i know tat most of my frenz is not chosen....but luckily i still have some frenz n my cousin to teman me..
haiz...how come?????

台版预购礼中张栋梁写的信5

2009-06-26T21:07:00.000+08:00

给自己的信
你最近过得还好吗？开心吗？从比赛得奖，发片到现在，你还活着吗？哈哈！有时候好像觉得你很盲目，有时又好像很肯定，但是可以确定的是你一直都在告诉自己要认真地做每一件事。对吧？你寂寞吗？一个又一个孤单的的夜里，你从来都不觉得是你自己很凄凉吗？你应该也很想像一般人一样，找个伴，简单地生活！为共同的目标而前进；而快乐。你都不会有一丝丝的抱怨吗？但是你站在台上的那一刻，又是那么的雀跃，那么的骄傲。有得有失这么简单的道理谁都懂，但是平衡在哪？确（错别字，XDDDD）是这么的深奥。但是想想，真的没这么急啦，你还这么年轻!哇哈哈！人生有很多阶段，我知道你现在认为这个阶段是你的事业；你的成就。那就去吧！别让这个阶段有遗憾。时间到了，自然你的人生就会去到下一章。又是另一个值得期待的惊喜！可是好像大家都在说你好不像艺人，不争不抢，也太安逸了吧？沉默的那一刻，也许会让大家觉得是你虚伪的表面。我只想告诉你，实在也是一种特色。低调地存在着也是一种价值。加油

台版预购礼中张栋梁写的信4

2009-06-26T21:02:00.000+08:00

给爸爸的信
2009年1月16号。我第一次真正感受到生命的无常和脆弱。它就这么突然地向你袭击，毫无预兆！你倒下地（还是错别字，XDDDD）那一刻，时间好像瞬间停止，好像什么事都不再重要了。看你躺在病床上虚弱的身体，不知所措的我无助到了极点，不曾觉得自己这么没用！现在回想起来那三个礼拜还是我这一辈子最恐怖的日子。最坏的情况不时在我脑中浮现，不敢想象如果真的就这样了，我们的人生会有多大改变；我们会变得多寂寞！要自己坚强地挺住，因为你需要我们给你力量，也相信正面的态度会带来希望。知道你比我们任何人都还要心痛，因为你在自责自己的不小心。看你拼了命的（你要多少错别字啊，XDDD）在搏斗真的让我好难过。感谢上帝！让你重新站起来！它听见了我们大家的祈祷，看到你在奋战！它让这场恶梦结束了！Thanks God！答应我你要好好的（……）照顾自己；答应我你要快乐健康的（……）活着。我也答应你我会常回家看你；陪你吃饭；陪你聊天；陪你散步。我们还要一起开心的（……）生活很久很久，好吗？ Love you。

台版预购礼中张栋梁写的信3

2009-06-26T21:01:00.000+08:00

给侄子的信时间过得好快，记得三四年前有一次我回家，你才刚出世，我还手忙脚乱的（……）babysit当时那么小一个的你一天。哈哈！现在你都会跑会跳会顶嘴了！哈哈！我们见面的机会不多，一年就那三四次吧，我不在的时候不确定你会不会想我。但是每一次回家，你看到我都还算热情，希望你不会真的是习惯舅舅回家就会有礼物才好。哈哈！最后几次跟你相处，发现你真的越来越固执了。越叫你不要的事情你越要做。还这么小就这么叛逆，长大还得了？你千万不可以因为集万千宠爱于一身而觉得理所当然。大家都是真的因为爱你才这么的疼你。如果你长大后真的不听话，大家会很伤心的。想说啊，你很聪明，但是懒惰。很活泼，但是过动。很爱吃，但是不长肉。讲话很厉害，但是写字很丑。哈哈！反正你就还是一个惹人疼爱的小朋友，要好好长大。孝顺大家。以后长大了也要像现在看到我一样，大大力的（……）抱我然后叫“舅舅”！哈哈！

台版预购礼中张栋梁写的信2

2009-06-26T20:58:00.000+08:00

给朋友的信真的对你们太失望了。好选不选，偏偏选在我发片的时间约好去巴厘岛！吓！太过分了！玩得开心点啊，食物别乱吃，拉肚子的时候可别说是我咒你们的！哇哈哈！你们当然知道我是在开玩笑的啦。很替你们开心啊，难得可以休息，出国透透气，知道你们其中有些人真的很需要，知道我说谁吧，情伤的啊、工作压力的啦，哈哈！好好玩，放松一下。只能怪我自己的时间很难乔。只要确定我之后不会看到那些照片就好。吓！有时想想，我们还真的算神气（额滴个神……）了，从中学一直到现在，都疯疯癫癫十多年了。哈哈！虽然中间读书的读书，工作的工作，不管分离在世界各地，每一次碰面都还是好像昨天才见过面一样。相信这就是一种彼此关心的默契。我很珍惜我们这样的一段关系，因为在你们面前我永远还是那个中学时期的叛逆小孩。你们不会特别关心娱乐圈八卦也让我好轻松。哈哈！总是默默给我支持、买我的唱片、看我的戏剧。我放假回家的时候，陪我吃午餐、陪我打麻将、陪我放空、陪我喝醉。我心烦的时候，永远都是我最好的聆听者。我们大伙在一起是这么的自然，完全不做作。清楚彼此的坏习惯也彼此包容着。人的一生有很多东西求之不得，我有你们这样一班死党是我的福气，有你们真好！只希望以后不管怎样，我们都还能一直这样老友鬼鬼。哈哈！Take care！ P/S：不管啦！巴厘岛要再一起去一次！哈哈！

台版预购礼中栋梁写的信

2009-06-26T20:51:00.000+08:00

给歌迷的信你们好吗？好像真的有好一阵子不见了，有时真的会想你们，不相信吧？！哈哈！这一路走来应该有5年多了吧！缘分这东西还真奇妙，我们可以是那么的陌生、那么的遥远，但是这一段时间下来我们却变得如此紧密。每一次跟你们的相处时间都很愉快，虽然有时好像并不是那么常可以碰面，哈哈！可是希望你们可以感受到我在乎你们就像你们在乎我一样。我的记忆力不好，有时会忘记你们的名字，但是你们对我来说绝对不是陌生人。每一次你们在台下的挥手、呐喊，我都有看到而且认真的（……）记在脑里。甚至相信有一些人到了今天都还没参加过我的任何活动，没有见过我本人，但是你们的存在我都可以感受到。其实对我来说，你们就像一种动力、一种信念。很多时候觉得很累，想想你们好像比我还要累，就会让我打起精神、可是，你们有时也太有活力了吧。年轻真好！哈哈！这样的一个团队，有时还真像个大家庭，有年长前辈们一起参与和细细叮咛、关心我们，还煲汤给我喝呢。哈哈！还有小朋友一路跟着我们、学着唱我的歌，学着懂事！有些从刚开始认识的时候还在读书，但现在都已经是上班族了。哈哈！这种大家一起成长的感觉真的很棒！感觉到这股力量是那么的巨大，我们能在一起啊，就好像没有什么事情是我们不能达到的。哈哈！是好像而已啦！不管你们喜欢我什么，只想说我跟大家都是一样的。就是一个爱唱歌、爱表演的人。感谢你们愿意陪我一起，如果不嫌弃，我们可以这样一直走下去。哈哈！愿健康快乐。

張棟樑《沈默宣傳，只簽不唱》第一波大馬行程：

2009-06-25T20:39:00.000+08:00

張棟樑《沈默宣傳，只簽不唱》第一波大馬行程：
6/24 (Wed) 1900-2000 MY FM Live訪問 *web cam

6/25 (Thurs) 1400-1500 988 Live
1700-1800 Ai FM

6/27 (Sat) 4場接力簽名會
1) 1200 - Cheras, Leisure mall CD Rama
2) 1500 - ONE Utama shopping mall Old Wing CD Rama
3) 1730 - Sunway Pyramid Shopping Mall New Wing CD Rama
4) 2000 - Klang, Bukit Tinggi Aeon CD Rama

6/29 (Mon) ALBA代言記者會
1630-1700 8TV 8864 Live
1700-1800 One FM Live

1st comp video!!

2009-05-25T16:36:00.000+08:00

tis is my 1st ever video created by using comp....haha^_^

~~lps diary~~